What will happen at %100 capacity?

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Iā€™ve been pondering this question a lot lately. Iā€™ve even daydreamed about the answerā€”what would life look like? How would my mental health change? What kind of person would I become?

The goal, though, feels massiveā€”almost impossible. No one is that perfect, and neither am I.

To me, 100% is an aspirationā€”a motivation to stay consistent and keep pushing myself forward. Achieving it demands discipline, countless experiments with scheduling, tweaking habit patterns, diving into reading, and, most importantly, executing plans.

Itā€™s challenging, especially because I often create plans only to leave them untouched. My ADHD and anxiety donā€™t make it easier. Yet, I love that I keep tryingā€”still dreaming, still aiming high, still putting in effort.

Itā€™s easy to plan things; executing them is where the real battle lies.

So, Iā€™ve come up with an approach for this goal: What if I gamify (is that even a word?) my progress? I could design levels, like a game.

  • Level 1: Two 10-minute meditation sessions daily, two running sessions weekly, and three gym visits.
  • Level 2: Increase meditation time and add more running sessions.
  • And so on, progressing incrementally until I reach Level 5.

Itā€™s exciting to map out plans and fill the calendar with ideas. But looking too far ahead, I know it will be immensely hard to stick with them. Still, Iā€™m curious to see how this journey unfolds.

Letā€™s see where it takes me.